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[05 Nov 2008|07:07pm] |
I wish I could look forward to my birthday, instead I am dreading this exam.
If there was any perfect day to work at the capital for a democratic representative this was it! Everyone was so happy and smiling ear to ear. The excitement is contagious.
Think about it, a place where a few hundred years ago gave their lives for slavery, helped to elect a black liberal president.
And its not just the president, its how overwhelming the democrats came out on top. Senate, House and President. Not to mention all the local victories.
Damn, it feels good to be a democrat.
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[03 Nov 2008|12:02am] |
since when is my brother stylish and can read menus?
I miss my family.
I felt silly today telling Eileen that, she hasnt seen her family in Bangladesh for over 20 years. But she does have her daughters and husband.
Actually a lot of people at work have the simular situation.
I dont know how they just start fresh. Alamiyu always tells me about how badly he misses Ethiopia.
Its all to make a better life.
I do consider my friends my family up here, but everyone is busy. And now that we dont all live next to each others its hard to always be there for one another. Nothing is like having a mom just a room away.
I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home. I just wanna go home.
I feel like Dorthy.
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| I do enjoy drawing cubes. |
[26 Feb 2008|11:48pm] |
I do not have a ride home on friday now. damn.
I really don't want to ask my parents for a ride home seeing that they have to drive to Bay City and back the day before for court.
Today the bus driver on the 20 was wearing girl sunglasses. How could I tell?
They had rinestones all over the sides.
Keep in mind he is well over 50.
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| Thank god status quo stayed on.! |
[26 Feb 2008|01:41am] |
My dad called me tonight.
The oldest boy is pleading guilty and so there will be no trial for him.
He is pleading guilty to murder in the first degree and will be sentenced to life without parole.
No news on what the younger one has decided to do.
I am not sure how I feel.
I guess reliefed for now.
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| make up your mind. |
[24 Feb 2008|01:57pm] |
Last night some guy was dancing with a girl and then said : "Once I ws dancing with a girl and I got my gum stuck in her hair."
I then felt it as my duty to tell her that he had gum in his mouth right then also.
But she didnt seem to mind. And they kept dancing.
I have no idea what I would do if some boy spit his gum into my hair at a nice formal dance.
Probably kill him.
Lauren was the best date I have ever had. She knew how to get low.
I told Eric about this past summer on friday night. I feel a little guilty I didnt want to tell him because it might make her look worse, seeing that he already knew my grandma died and she tried to get me fired. But he is one of my best friends, and I feel better that he knows.
Court is coming up. The real thing this time. I hope it takes less than a week.
I wish I could throw you in jail along with those boys.
They didnt know they would be hurting me. You did.
And the more I think about it that way, the less I want to forgive.
I wish I could stop thinking about it. But I think about it all, all the time.
I am really scared for court.
At the Amy's baby shower I was so thankful that my family is strong enough to look past it all and celebrate each other and have a great time doing so.
But there is always a moment of rememberance at any events when everyone begins to cry.
I cannot wait until those days have passed.
Maybe court will bring closure for some. I dont think it will for me.
Gar doesnt know what to do about the future.
And I don't know what to do about it.
I have to start studying for this chem exam, it is tommorrow.
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[20 Feb 2008|05:57pm] |
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How could I have forgotten to download Love Shack?
What I-pod is complete with out it?
I rocked the shit out of my exam today. And to think I didnt really start studying until this morning.
While I am busy downloading music illegally, any suggestions?
Yesterday Henry told me the "african way" is to love everyone and to have no worries in life. He told me not until he moved here did he have worries. I felt bad asking this but i had to ask if that were the african way then why is there so much fighting and war in africa right now? He told me people can only take so much hunger and disease before fighting breaks out. He also told me that luckily in Malawi there is no fighting yet and everyone is happy with one another, which I found hopeful. I just really can't wait to go to Africa.
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[20 Feb 2008|12:45am] |
someone thought my boobs were size D today.
I guess they are growing.
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| I'mmmmmm washington. |
[19 Feb 2008|12:54am] |
I wrote way to many sad-ish entries in this thing.
How dumb. Didnt I realize these are the good days?
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[15 Dec 2006|04:28am] |
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Nos is supposed to be like 8 cups of coffee, but i feel like it made me more tired.
I have been dreading this day since sunday.
Its like black thursday or something.
I really dont like people anymore. And writing about humanism makes me wish people were more like Okies.
Everyone is so selfish, and that is just not acceptable, especially because it is the giving season.
But really people dont even know how to be respectful to their friends anymore.
I am so sick of it. I am hoping a plane or taking a road trip with Sara or something.
This is the first time I really havent cared.
Oh but Scott and I stalk people we think are Ashley Benson, therefore we are quite creepy. But have extremley nice talks :)
What do you think makes a good teacher?
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[08 Dec 2006|04:44am] |
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Today I thought was gonna be real good because:
a.ms.kauffman said :" I make out with my dog everyday"
b. hannah and i got to hang out with mr.whalen as he said "I hear eating cow tongue is just like making out with one"
c. the tiny boy in health today yelled "YOUR SCROTUM IS IN YOUR SACK???"
d. Michael and I sang lion king in the hallways
But sadly it was a not so great day because:
a. we had to take down all the holiday decorations in the counseling center (and the whole school)
b. Gar and I got in a fight. even though we are good now. it has left some awful effects on me.
c. I was a wicked bitch to my sister and I feel bad
d. bridget wore the tank top I have been saving all week to wear tommorrow
e. ballet kicked my butt
f.I realized I has been spelling tongue wrong all my life.
oh brother.
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[05 Dec 2006|11:51pm] |
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How is it that Brittany is so clean? ha. But really is that possible, she is so good at being a girl.
I havent talked to people like Britt,Scott,Justin etc in so long we used to hang out sometimes, what happened?
Maybe I will work on rekindiling that flame.
I need a job, I thought MIchaels was a definite, then Limited TOO, then Its Just Me, I mean the last two are in the picture but I need them now. Maybe everyone will just get belated x-mas gifts. But thats sucky, I dont want to do that. I should have saved money over the summer and fall. This job thing is stessing me out to no end and now Emily said the cookie wrapping job isnt a definte this year and she will talk to the lady tommorrow. I realllly hope it works out.
The staff ed got me thinking about safety. I think so many of us are so trusting, but is that a bad thing? I dont think so or else we would all be like Lydia paranoid ALL the time. But even after being followed by strange men a few times I never get too scared walking places alone. But I think our little newspaper room is the exception because everyone seems on edge, defensive and paranoid in society and I hate that it has come to that.
But what I hate even more are child molesters. It was on CSI sunday and Dr.Phil today, it just suckens me. I couldnt even finish CSI because I was crying so much and so frightened. Children are so precious why do people expose them and take advantage? why why why?
AND WHO COULD NOT THINK KIDS ARE CUTE? cough cough.
I want to be a special ed teacher. Honestly listen: My mom was subbing for a para-pro for some autistic kids at coolidge yesterday. There were two girls (one named Abigail!) and a boy. Yesterday at lunch they had an inside recess and one woman watched the girls in one room and my mom followed the boy (Ben) into the gym with the rest of the boys. But instead of him jumping around and playing he just sat down on the belachers looking sad, so my mom sat down with him. After a few minutes she said "Ben do you want to go get a ball and play?" and Ben said, "No the other boys will just take it away from me." and then my mom said "well maybe you can play with them" and he just looked at her and said "no, the boys dont let me play with them". So luckily a nice little boy from the special ed class came and sat down with my mom and Ben to keep him company. My mother then offered the idea of the threee of them jumping rope (two swining it and one jumping, both boys agreed and soon Ben was laughing! By the end of recess 6 or 7 other boys were playing with them and Ben hugged my mom and told her how fun she was and that he wanted her to come back tommorrow.
Tear jerker for sure, I made Shannon tear up in Health today. I want to make that difference as well.
Health is a great highschool experience dont just test out if you dont have to. You learn things like the Incas and Mayas and still alive and sell cocaine to the drug dealers and that the mouth is actually called the anus. ha!
Thank god we are past all that cell shit in bio and now on to the interesting stuff!
I finally sent in my grades for Loyola, I know so late, Minecci freaked out. But I thought I had given them to her until I recieved a letter from Loyola saying they hadnt got them yet.
Christmas music really cheers me up. Especially on days like today.
Dance was not a good idea, but I had to go. It deffinatly kicked my butt all the way into today. I know I think I am not sick anymore, but when I still cant breathe I realize I am :(
It wouldnt be so bad if it was just a lack of money but its effort too.
This is such a long entry I better cut it off before it goes on forever.
Merry december 5th everyone!
Oh I saw Vikki today! A. I love her hair. B. I miss dq. and Alyssa fried eggs please come back next season.
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Tonight I was watching "BIG IN '06" with Gar and I realized that '06 was almost over. Which means that '07 is here and we are graduating soon. I dont know about you, but this scares the crap out of me.
I remember a few years back at Issa's new years party when it became '05 and some drunken guy was like "NOOO WE CAN NEVER GO BACK. HIGHSCHOOLS ALMOST OVER". I wanted to cry for him then and I wanna cry for myself now.
I know I sound young and stupid but I am so scared to move forward.
I need to make the rest of this year count no mor lazy days, "I'm gonna party like its 2007"!
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[01 Dec 2006|04:31am] |
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I need pictures of Gar and I. I only have homecoming and promey pictures.
sigh.
I hate when you have work and lots of homework and I am home sick.
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[01 Dec 2006|01:00am] |
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bron‧chi‧tis
noun Pathology acute or chronic inflammation of the membrane lining of the bronchial tubes, caused by respiratory infection or exposure to bronchial irritants, as cigarette smoke.
si·nus·i·tis
Inflammation of the mucous membrane of a sinus, especially of the paranasal sinuses.
I made a little rhyme (people from taft may recognize its roots):
Bronchitis is fun!
Bronchitis is fun!
Bronchitis is fun for everyone!
The more you cough the more you ache!
So cough cough cough!
who can name the original chant? first one gets a bronchitis infected smooch. :-*
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[28 Nov 2006|06:40pm] |
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So I am pretty sick today but I ran across a site that made me feel a bit better.
Go to TipBlog.com and its pretty cool it has information on how to get a lot of free stuff such as swifterdusters and silver rings! OHHHHHH.
But no really who doesnt like free stuff? Check it out!
My two favorite sites from it are: 2smrt4u.com and yourperfumegift.com (this site asks you a lot of questions aboutyou and your personality and then sends 3 samples of perfumes they think would be fitting for you) HOW COOL.
okay I am a nerd. but if you are bored check this out.
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[15 Nov 2006|01:21am] |
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First off Skyline was so amazing and unforgettable. GO COWS! What I loved best about it was how much I focused on other things for once, my head was clear. But of course I came back and that soon disappeared.
I havent been sleeping well this week, too much is on my mind. I am feeling the hurt more than ever, its all I think about and I dont know what to do. I cant bring it up to anyone because it is sqa far in the past (well at least a few weeks). I am lucky and thankful for the things I have but I feel some things are just always going to stay the same, not even this event can change this. I dont even know how to eplain anything.
I am so happy for Ms.Saralee Gordon. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PERSON and I am just so so happy for you.
I miss stuff like that.
I hate that I never can memorize my social security number.
Do you think about it a lot still?
Really though skyline opened my eyes, I really believed it changed me.
reminder to self: do a private entry on skyline. I dont want to forget anything.
Should I do newspaper next semester or not? I dunnooo.
Girls shouldnt screw boys over it makes us look bad.
This weekend is so exciting! Friday-Matts Party( I cant wait to see him. i hope i am still number 7!)
Saturday- I am taking gar with my entire family (meagan included) to msu for the notre dame v. msu hockey game. plus christopher is taking me shopping. And sunday we are celebrating gar's mothers birthday!
Chris Rieter this year is gonna get better. Love you.
ANNNDD I MIGHT GET A JOB AT LIMITED TOO.WOO.
Time for Metamorphasis.
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| Happy Columbus day! |
[09 Oct 2006|09:03pm] |
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I hate when people try to tell you what you said. It's like "no dummy because I said it! maybe you misheard me but i never even thought that". But they of course know what you said.
It is such a beautiful day.
I got my liscense! woot woot!
I need money.
I have a thousand things to do all the time.
All I want to do is go to the apple orchard. But noooo. sigh.
Or even the zoo. Or just be outside.
Homecoming. was fun. I was followed by the cops and spent the night in a car as my bed. But you knnooooww.
That is all I guess.
It is such a beautiful day.
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| I love Meggy Moo |
[14 Sep 2006|12:01am] |
m forx meg [11:56 P.M.]: i know thats why i'm back
Auto response from Banana13princess [11:56 P.M.]: m forx meg [11:41 P.M.]: ich heiße meagan
m forx meg [11:56 P.M.]: i'm trying to fix it oh cool one.
m forx meg [11:56 P.M.]: STOP COMING BACK!
Banana13princess [11:56 P.M.]: yeah i bet lamey
m forx meg [11:56 P.M.]: you're tempting me to talk to you
Banana13princess [11:56 P.M.]: i know isnt it hard not to resist.,
m forx meg [11:56 P.M.]: you're the lame one!
m forx meg [11:56 P.M.]: trying to get the last word in
Banana13princess [11:56 P.M.]: you are the german wanna be!
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: you are the cake wanna be!
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: no i lied
Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: you are the abbi wanna be.
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: you're the wanna be wanna be!
Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: ohhhh
Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: THAT WAS MY NEXT INSULT.
Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: the exact words.
Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: i cant believe it.
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: believe it
Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: oh suck it.
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: it just happened
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: right now. i did
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: i said it
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: and you did not
Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: you are making me laugh so hard stop.
m forx meg [11:57 P.M.]: pee your pants
m forx meg [11:58 P.M.]: its healthy
m forx meg [11:58 P.M.]: i learned about reproductive organs today
m forx meg [11:58 P.M.]: and peeing your pants is healthy
Banana13princess [11:58 P.M.]: i elanred about the trhee c's
m forx meg [11:58 P.M.]: casual cashmere and cardio?
Banana13princess [11:58 P.M.]: copperation, communication and something else.
m forx meg [11:59 P.M.]: oh. those c's.
Banana13princess [11:59 P.M.]: yeah get with it .those were lat years c's/
Banana13princess [11:59 P.M.]: were are never going to bed.
m forx meg [11:59 P.M.]: exactly. you get with it
m forx meg [11:59 P.M.]: c's were last year
m forx meg [11:59 P.M.]: its about the j's this year
m forx meg [11:59 P.M.]: jogging jolly
m forx meg [11:59 P.M.]: jumbo
Banana13princess [11:59 P.M.]: its about the a's
Banana13princess [11:59 P.M.]: ABBI ABBI ABBI.
m forx meg [11:59 P.M.]: abbi ate ass
Banana13princess [12:00 A.M.]: pee its coming!
Banana13princess [12:00 A.M.]: GOODNIGHT
m forx meg [12:00 A.M.]: i win.
Banana13princess [12:01 A.M.]: neva going to happen.
Banana13princess [12:01 A.M.]: and dont think you can lure me again. becxause you cant
m forx meg [12:02 A.M.]: because i know you're reading this right now
m forx meg [12:02 A.M.]: seeing how i try to be a trickster and lure you
m forx meg [12:02 A.M.]: well i'm no fisher.
m forx meg [12:02 A.M.]: no lure
m forx meg [12:02 A.M.]: i'm just going to bed
m forx meg [12:02 A.M.]: dont pee you're pants
m forx meg is away at 12:03 A.M.
m forx meg [12:03 A.M.]: LURE!
Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: ah i almost had you.
Auto response from m forx meg [12:03 A.M.]:
Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: no i do!
Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: yayyyy i win!
Auto response from m forx meg [12:03 A.M.]: <B m forx meg [12:03 A.M.]: lies
Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: god.
Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: i dont care.
m forx meg [12:03 A.M.]: me either
Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: i am a loser and thats tha.
m forx meg [12:03 A.M.]: i thought that said bra
Auto response from Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: Banana13princess [12:03 A.M.]: abahahahahaha
m forx meg [12:04 A.M.]: if you really laughed "a-ba-hahahaha"
Auto response from Banana13princess [12:04 A.M.]: Banana13princess [11:57 P.M.]: you are making me laugh so hard stop.
m forx meg [12:04 A.M.]: ....that's be sweet
m forx meg [12:04 A.M.]: buenos noches =)
Banana13princess [12:04 A.M.]: now you wanna be spanish
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